I went out dancing with my new lady friend last night. We had a bit of drama when a few of my Xs are out and few of her Xs are out too. I got to here some new rumors about myself. True I can be a bit of a slut at times. I delt with more bullshit and almost had to bitch slap some people.
I dream of her. I wake up feeling her body on me. I still think about her. Just when I had given up on love she was there. I was on my quest for power and she was on her own way. I was young and foolish. I let her go. I wanted her to be the best she could be. She would have been fine if I kept her beside me always but I had a life to sort out. I could regret it but I don’t. I still think of her every day. It’s not every day someone who is your perfect reflection says she loves you. I’ve said it before but that was the first time I every meant it. I was in deep. I would marry her if she found her way back to me. What ever became of her I may never know. She talked about joining the Army. I had heard she was married with children.
What I am sure of is that when I find that kind of love again I will marry. There is someone special out there. Sometimes I think that there is a perfect special someone out there for every one of us. Then I think maybe I already met her and messed all up for the two of us.
I dream of a perfect love, It’s a part of me. I find it in people from time to time.
I’m looking for a house near Swensen or Knappa right now. I heard they lots are cheap out there. Maybe build or buy one and remodel. Working alot. Trying to save some money.
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