It is very hard to let negative be negative, right be right, wrong be wrong, but it is easy when I do it. Doing it is the easy part. There is only so much to do. Brigging the gap from one right decision to the next is difficult thing. There is no guide to what is truely right. To control is so much easier. Control is not power though. I think an impeccable game is to win regardless of the odds or circumstances, Not to win by controlling the outcome, but to overcome each obsticle as it is. Of course one can crumple up the universe and put in his/pocket and keep a death grip on it, but the grip slips to cuirousity. Curiousity drives the car not control. If knowledge is power than curiousity is the means of attaining power. Knowing that you know what you know is the other key to maintaining a good base in reality. There is not giving into the lines of questioning that are week. I hear why used as a cop out all the time. I don’t do it. There is no why only what am I doing? what is my motive? what do I get out of this?
Curiousity, The anti-control?
Ramble on.
Write on
Thanks of reading,
Buck
I was a little upset to learn that the wrong tile got ordered. I can’t finish the tile countertop until the right tile comes in.
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Thanks,
Buck
I woke up this morning about 8:00am, hungry as usual. I went to start my truck and it wouldn’t start. The battery was dead. I have to go to the auto part store and get a battery for my truck when it opens tommorow.
Fighting off the flew. Going to BJJ, Kickboxing, submission grappling, and still keeping up with my regular workout is catching up to me. I’m taking a few days off for bedrest. That and I’ll get done with my workout and can’t move. I want to work out but my body says “no thanks”. I’m going to get some hot tub time and get laid if I can.
I will looking for work somewhere else soon if I don’t get some work soon. I have a job coming up on December 1st, but no work until then. I’m going to be out of cash soon. I might go to work with the border patrol or look for a tile job in out of state.
I skipped out on Jiujitsu yesterday. I was beat. It got around to bed time and I couldn’t sleep. I went on a run I think It was about 5 miles. I didn some Kung Fu forms and practiced punching for a bit. And finally I got to sleep. It was late. I woke up at about 8:00am this morning.
The tile for my tile job is not in yet. I’m going to do a landscape here in a bit. I went to the submission grappling course and the striking class last night. I am in good shape but the wore me out.
I’m likely to start working out with my old Wing Tsun instructor and doing some Chi Sau.
I’m doing some tile in Chinook, Washington. I have a counter top to do and an entry way to the house. I’m going to my first Jiujitsu class tonight.
I attended a Brazillian Jiujitsu training session this weekend as part of my weekend National Guard drill. It was fun. I am soar. I got to grapple the instructor for a bit.
