An aquaintance who is the yard manager at Bronson’s asked me if I wanted to come to work for him. I thought about it. I know I need to work. But I really like my job even with the down time.
I need more money though. I might take the job.
Usually when I usually hit on women or at least dance. Last night was different becuase I’m seeing someone. I met her on the internet and she lives far away from here. I really want to see her.
Here are some guidelines for picking up chicks.
Use a pick up line that is funny. Pickup lines aren’t meant to pick up chicks they are ice breakers. You are telling them you have a sense of humor and you have balls enough to say something to them.
Hot chicks need to get laid as much as anybody else. So just go for gusto.
Pick chicks that are their for somewhat interested in the same stuff as you.
I usually just grab a big bottle of orange juice and and espresso. I quit drinking espresso a while. Now it’s striaght coffee. I don’t like the idea of an espresso a day costing me $3.00 and leaving a tip becuase I feel obligated or some shit like that. The first step was quitting espresso. The second step was not leaving a tip for an espresso.
Ia person drinks a regular coffee every day from his/her coffee maker instead of an espresso from a shop, he/she will save over $1,000 per year at $3 per drink. $1,000 enough to buy a lawn mower, a weeder, a chainsaw, a leaf blower, and maybe an edger too if you are thrifty. $1,000 can buy a pretty nice computer or make a house payment or car payment.
I’m a guy that used to make get a $400 check and a few smaller checks for $200-300 on friday and not really have much left on the next monday.
Throughing back to many cold ones can really fucking spoil you savings plan.
Take the advice of a former weekend binge drinker. When you go out drinking if you do drink on weekends. Try not to spend more than $40 per night on drinks. Also buy drinks like Long Island Ice Tea, and Audiose Motherfuckers (they call it a hurricain in some places and an audiose motherfucker is let red drink that is gay). AMFs big and blue and they come with a cherry and tast fruity and they cost $7. I know what you are thinking: $7 for a drink? Yeah one or two of these will get you pretty hammered. So you are getting good and sauced for $14 not the $30 to $40 you might spend on beer over the course of the next few hours. Chicks that drink mixed drinks are all about saving money and being responsible drunks so when you go up to talk to them you already know you have something in common.
I went out for drinks with my boss and some guys who are working on the WallMart job here in La Grande. I bought a pitcher and round of beers at Bud Jackson’s. It’s nice for a bar. I don’t really like bars or drinking. I get really bored then I really want to get wasted and play make out with every women in the bar. (not good when you are there with a date) I kept thinking about this girl who I am going to see and how I should go home and call her.
I played a few games of pool and lost most of them. I got a bit tore back becuase I don’t really drink much these days. My tolerence is down. I remember why I quit drinking. I spend to much money when I get drunk. I bought a burger and some drinks, played some video poker mostly because I was bored, also because there’s the possibility of winning. Then I bought Powerball tickets.
When I win powerball tommorow night. (Yeah Right) I’m going drive to Salem and pick up my check and then I’m going to go back to Portland and pick up this girl I want to see and we are going to someplace fucking romantic for as long as we want. Then I am going to buy a big beach with a helo pad and a jacusi.
Then I’m going to start my own search engine and get super fucking rich.
Coming out of my beer and Yager buz. Yager is good.
Some of my old friends are on Myspace and I have been chatting a bit.
I got a buz tonight but I quit while I was ahead. Learning is good.
I think many women want to have sex with me but few really want to get to know me. They think they are going to have a nice little one night stand and they end up being so impressed by the sex that they come back for more. They don’t really like me, but they are sure they are going to get fucked again. Sometimes it’s good for both of us. I like those kind most. I like to hear “you fuck me good” or “you can fuck” or “last night was the best sex ever” or “I’ve never had the much sex in my whole life”.
I’m just hoping someday one will stick around and think of me as more than sex guy she fucked a few times.
I figure I’ll write a bit today then I will go to the gym lift weights. Maybe make a video of me playing with my new ornamnetal katana. I might finish working on my dressor.
I alway thought I had things figured out.
There was a girl once who really liked me. I didn’t think she was good enough. Only that wasn’t me thinking was some of the people that I was in grade school with who had absolutely no idea what beautiful was and what was real in life.
I ignored this girl and she was really a great person. I let what other people thought get in the way of what a thought and what I felt. I always thought that I was the one who stood up for what was right even when I was the only one standing. I really had no idea of the lack of resolve I was capable of. I suppose I always did know. I never really wanted to admit to myself why I wasn’t happy.
I have known many women I never really gave much thought to why I didn’t keep their company long. Most of them I really liked but I was always affraid of not having the next better thing. I always make excuses about why I’m alone. The truth is that I really want someone to share my secrets and my dreams with.
I alway everything backwords. It’s good to be able to think backwords but the problem with this lies in that I’m a bit backwords. The evolution of backword thinking is a seriously profound developement in human conciesness.
But very fact that one was required to think backwards to solve one’s problems suggests that one is somewhat backwords to even have problems that require backward thinking. That means despite the intricacies involed in problem solving through backword thought. One is required to be backword to solve backword problems. When will my thinking be straight? Am I just to compicated?
My solution is simple love and respect people. But how simple is that? Who do we really love and respect people when don’t know where we begin and others end. The truth is there is a sepparation. I think that what happens to everyone is a result of other people’s reactions and so on and so on.
I really want to care for someone. I really want to love someone. I have always thought that relationships with other people would keep me from being the best I can be. Sometimes that is correct. I think I haven’t pick difficult enough relationships to learn really to grow as a person and really be the best I can be. I was holding myself back from being my best by protecting myself from other people. I knew people who were emotionally cold in my younger years. I really tried to fight that off.
Then agian maybe I am holding my feelings back becuase people can actually hurt me.
I thought about my weekend. I really can’t see myself following though with the same rutine. I’m not really interested in doing the things that everyone else does. I don’t want to go out and drink and dance. It’s not very gainful to do this kind of stuff. I don’t want to date even until I am financially secure. I just have problems with going out and spending money. I work hard for my cash.
That life is in my past. I used to go out and drink and party every weekend. Buy things for people. I should have been buying things for myself and spending a few hundred dollars a week on things would actually make me happy. Poeple have an honest chance to go out and do new things and achieve new heights. Meet people and have experiences that will empower them. But instead, they go running back to the same old activities and the same old friends. They end up in the same old place they were in when it started.
The same old routine.
I seems like all of the guys hare either gigantic horse cocks or they have really tiny peepeees Seriously. Women tell me my cock is really big but it really just shy of seven inches, so it is only a bit above average size. There isn’t guys in porn with a cock my size. It bothers me. Do people not really like to see regular guys in porn or is it just some kind of sensationalism? What’s the deal with the abnormal penis sizes in porn.
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