I Want Sex
I have some serious issue with walking up and very abruptly say “I want to F**k you“. I think it would be more apropriate than making conversation. The problem is that I could be considered sexual harrasment not to mention I don’t want people to think I am a perv because I go to that gym every day. At least if I was thought of as a perv people would be think about me.
Nobody knows I exist here. I think it is mostly better in this town full to brim with fundumentalists.
Saying anything liberated about sex around Chistians is likely to get you in a fight. Like I care I’m highy skilled in martial arts, it’s just I don’t want people calling the police on me from the hospital like people do sometimes. I keep it to myself and the few hundred people who read this web log.
I asked this girl to coffee, that’s code for I’d like to F**k you but I don’t want to spend a bunch of money on a date for those of you just tuning in.
She said something like I’m not really looking for a boyfriend. “That’s great, because I just want to f**k you” I thought. I think chicks peg me for a relationship guy when really what I want is unattached sex. I just want to have sex for a few hours a day. You can call that a relationship if you want. Don’t mistake my laying in your bed with you afterword for intimte time. I’m just to tired to move after what we just did.
Hell I’ll even settle for a quicky of about 45 minutes if that floats your boat.
Yeah that sound vengefull. Note to self: Self! Cancers suttle influence on your interpersonal conversation skills will lead to trouble. Let her know you care about her even though she just used you for sex.
I don’t think I’ve ever used anyone for sex. Ok that’s a lie. I’m not in the habbit of using people for sex. I think it is wrong. I only have sex with people that I like or I am genuinly curious about.
I dated a gril for almost a full year once I think it was becuase I didn’t want to hurt her feelings after I popped her cherry. I was a nice guy back then. After she got possesive about everything and started being a bitch about money and superficial bulls**t I felt ok with leaving. I still banged her once or twice after that. Other than that I think the longest relationship I ever had was a few months. Mostly just weekend marathons. Some of them I only bang once and they get there’s and leave.
One of these days I will meet the right girl and hook up for the long hall. I’ll keep in practice just in case.
Just to recap. I really want sex, a relationship would be good with the right person. You probably aren’t her, but we could get freaky.
I’m really looking for whole lot more. Trying to explain it is only going to waste me so when a women comes along that really knows this kind of stuff I try to keep her for while.
